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Sunday, November 30th, 2008
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5:42 pm
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| Monday, March 24th, 2008
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10:09 am - VICTORY IS MINE.
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| Thursday, January 25th, 2007
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1:55 pm
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i'm glad to see you,
i had a funny dream and you were wearing funny shoes;
you were going to a dance, you were dressed like a punk
but you are too young to remember...
i've got no energy...i'm glad that you are waiting with me, tell me all about your day...
current mood:  amused
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| Friday, December 15th, 2006
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4:21 pm
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later pcc.
thanks for the degree.
and even thought i still have to see you all the time because i will grace the halls of USF at your lakeland campus...i still really don't like you at all.
and jesus christ, how about some better administration? that'd be cool.
graduation.
630pm.
fsc.
current mood:  accomplished
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| Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
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3:42 pm
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i only feel cute when i wear my glasses.
it's awesome to be in love with yourself. because i really am. i only wish everyone could be as happy as i am being alone.
i have two options:
-try to take my graduation test somewhere else.
-wait, and take it next term, and take one easy class next term and work a lot and save money and move to orlando next summer.
i don't know. my parents want me to take the test and hurry up and finish school.
i hate decisions.
off to work. the library is a fun place. don't take it for granted, people.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: just dropped in//kenny rogers and the first edition
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| Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
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7:38 am
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don't you love it when you wake up, and your throat feels like it's on fire, you have loogies that could stop a train, and your nose won't stop running AND your eyes water constantly?!
i sure do.
but i'm going to see the yeahyeahyeahs tonight, damnit!
current mood:  sick
current music: move to the other side of the block//the rocket summer
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| Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
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11:22 am - remember, kids:
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the one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.
current mood: oh, chuck ;p
current music: wagonwheel//old crow medicine show
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| Friday, June 23rd, 2006
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10:18 am
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SO. MSI was fucking great. i'm serious. i wish i would've went to see them all of those times before. but to me, the opening band, retardobot, was..really good. so i believe that on july 20, bateman, myself, and whoever else wants to come are going to GA to see them. it's going to be ohhhh so much fun. mini road trip.
anywho. other news. my birthday is soooon. july 13th. this means...well, i don't know what it means. we can party it up if you people want to. but that's up to you guys. all i asked for were birkenstocks and to get my window's tinted. and i think that's just what i'm getting. so gooood times.
today, i shall hang out with titties. and it shall be wonderus. i believe we're kidnapping someone today, that should be fun, as well. still not sure if ryan's hanging out. still have to see about that.
but other than that, i'm not doing anything. i cleaned my ass of yesterday, so there's none of that left to do. i just have to put some clothes away in my room. hm.
well. farewell, LJers. have a wonderful day :)
current mood:  complacent
current music: too many chiefs//retardobot
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| Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
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10:53 pm
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so i think if i really had to choose. like REALLY. on who to marry, it would come down between penn jillette and anderson cooper.
that's really all i have to update on.
i'm going to watch good eats.
school is okay.
busch gardens was fun, sheikra is absolutely terrifying. but anywho.
ps. it is hot outside. all the time.
pss. still sleeping.
current mood: accomplished
current music: it's my life//talk talk
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| Sunday, May 7th, 2006
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4:08 pm
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| Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
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11:34 am - here comes the action...lord, give me a reaction...lord, give me a chance...
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so. i really like this song. the end.
uh. i have a 6-8 page paper due tomorrow. i've got about 3 pages of it done, so it shouldn't take me that long to do the rest of it.
i also have a humanities project...which consists of nothing more than a powerpoint. so eassssssssy.
but as for now, going to walmart to buy frames for my dali prints.
ps. i live in a pigsty. with two little pigs.
current mood: busy
current music: black and white town//the doves
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| Thursday, April 20th, 2006
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10:09 am - feed me here: fill me up again...
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well. i've been listening to a lot of the same songs over and over the last few days. good times.
today i'm going to visit lindsay f. at her job...then come home and get started on this english deal that needs to be done. i know i said i was going to do it yesterday, but guess what. i didn't. so oh well.
i couldn't get to sleep until like 5 this morning. i have no clue why. it sucked. so here i am, awake, 5 hours later. i feel fine, just kind of sucks.
i wish tool would go on tour. or a perfect circle. oh, maynard, how i need thee.
it is cold in my house. this was a pointless entry.
i think i want to go buy the a perfect circle album i lost a long time ago. i have no money. i'll swing it, just you watch!
current mood:  awake
current music: the hollow//a perfect circle
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| Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
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9:20 am
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yay!! joon tonight. haven't seen them in a long time. shall be a good time with some good ladies.
well. i just finished reading 'less than zero' by bret easton ellis. (he wrote american psycho) and it was...disturbingly amazing. not so much that it was disturbing...but he's one of those authors that sneaks up on you. you finish the book...and put it down feeling deeply different. for no reason at all. there's nothing exceptional that happens in the book...but you just feel..different. i wish i could write like that. i wish i could sneak up on people like that! it would be amazing.
now i'm in the middle of 'breakfast at tiffany's' by capote. and it's amazing as well. i've never seen the movie, which i'm glad, because the book is amazing. i have a feeling the movie is going to let down. the book is only about 130 pages long, so i can't imagine they can make a cinematic masterpiece out of that.
today i'm writing up the outline/electronic notecards to my research paper in english. it's on the shortage of organs/organ donors. it's really interesting, and a serious problem. i can't believe that government is actually considering monetary compensations for organ donor's families. that will be a sad day in history.
then i've got to get started researching Dali for my humanities project. that's due in a week. but should be a snap. i think i'll have savanna help me with the powerpoint presentation. i think i'm getting a Dali cake made, lol. well, just a cake with a Dali print screened on it.
well. i'm sure i've bored everyone enough. just an update on what's going on. i got a cute new skirt, make wear it tonight. may not. we'll see.
current mood: busy
current music: bluebeard//cocteau twins
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| Thursday, April 13th, 2006
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5:24 pm - another spring passes, another flower dies.
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why are you alone? we're all alone. aloneness is...that's life. it's the quality of our aloneness that matters.
learn it. live it.
current mood: busy
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| Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
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2:02 pm
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so i'm on lockdown. not allowed 'out' for quite awhile with certain people. which is AMAZING. i've been watching movies, reading, and catching up on my school work that i usually neglect. like today, i'm actually going to :gasp: study for a college algebra test tomorrow!! and hopefully i'll pass.
i'm going to ace accounting.
i'm going to ace english.
i'm going to ace humanities.
math..well...i'm trying?
my goals for this summer: (sarah, you are inspiring!)
-pass summer classes.
-keep a job.
-save at least $400.
-go to the beach at least 2 times.
-work out on a regular basis.
that's about it. hopefully, i'll be able to do all of this and MORE. i'm feeling really positive, my dad put a lot of things into perspective for me. i hate admitting he's right, but it's true, so..yeah.
my dry sockets are healing okay. i've been having to go to the dentist like everyday, which is annoying, but at least i'll be better soon.
alright. well i must go to lakeland pcc to take care of this summer class thingy...it's a long story.
current mood: driven!
current music: seven minutes in heaven (atavan halen)//fall out boy
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| Sunday, April 9th, 2006
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8:25 pm - i really love this song. and the scene aesthetic.
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I’ve started to pick myself up, cause I’ve fallen to far to admit
It’s my fault for considering it
And these lies go too far to cover them up so I fall
It’s my fault and I have to admit, you were wrong
It’s about time I stood up, give myself sometime to forgive
Listen up and start writing it in
Cause these lines are screwed up, I wish I could ignore all the things
It’s your fault for considering it
And you’ve finally started seeing yourself through my eyes
Found time and I have to admit you were right
Yes you were and I'm proud to announce that in time you'll feel fine, you'll feel fine
Cause you're taking control, making sure that you’ve got things figured out
I'm finally taking control, cause I’ve got things in better perspective now
And I want you to know, that we're expecting the best, we're expecting amazing things from you
Break out of this home broken town and I’ve got something for you
Leave me to my desperation, have some things that might just hold me back from it
I’ve got time and an ear to listen and a feeling that you’re really needing this
Cant help it and I’m really sorry, I’m hurting more than I have ever hurt before
Crossed lines and a calm surrender, lots of compassion but you’ve got no where to go
And I’ve finally started seeing myself through your eyes
Found time and you have to admit I was right
Yes you were and I’m proud to announce that with time I'll feel fine, I'll feel fine.
Cause you're taking control, making sure that you’ve got things figured out
I'm finally taking control, cause I’ve got things in better perspective now
And I want you to know, that we're expecting the best, we're expecting amazing things from you
Break out of this home broken town and I’ve got something for you
Saved me from myself today, heard from someone you needed to be saved
current mood:  crazy
current music: beauty in the breakdown//the scene aesthetic
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| Saturday, April 8th, 2006
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3:58 pm
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i frustrate myself. very badly.
why can't i ever be like 'no. i don't want to do that.' why does it always have to be 'okay, well..i'll see...' which gets me like permanently fixated to plans that i don't even want to have in the first place. i have no backbone when it comes to making plans with people. i need to learn to say 'no. i don't want to do that.' and if it pisses someone off, well, sorry, at least i'm not going and having a shitty time. yes, i only do think about myself a lot of the time. the only problem with this is that no one else does. so i'm the shitty one most of the time.
i just don't know what to do anymore. like honestly. i'd be content sitting in my room. but i'm always expected out. and always expected to play the part, and always expected to say yes to plans that i don't want. it's too much to live up to.
maybe i just shouldn't have friends. maybe i'm too self involved at this point to have friends.
i don't fucking know.
someone help me.
current mood:  pissed off
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| Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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7:10 pm
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janice's story really made me think about winter haven and all the memories i have invested here. i never want to leave.
everyone's so desperate to get out..why? i love it here, my whole family's here...and there's the same bullshit everywhere you go, it's just what you make of it.
in other news. i'm really trying to spring a vacation to key west in between terms. this weekend, i'm working on my final projects for both english and humanities.
i may have a job!! well. okay. it's a long shot. but rebecca got promoted. so now someone needs to do her job. so i'm going tomorrow to talk to the boss and see if i can shimmy my way in there. because a job, would be really nice. and it would only be for like 16 hours a week. which would be sweeeeeeeeeet, because essentially i'm only paying for gas. and the occasional outing...and tattooooos!!! ahh. i need more.
i've got an idea for the next one..but only the words i want on there. there's an american nightmare lyric that says "we are handguns angel, waiting to explode..." and i REALLY want that somewhere on my body. i just need an idea for something around it. or maybe i'll just get it really pretty colors or something. who knows.
current mood: content
current music: GOOD EATS. alton brown i love youuuu.
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| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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10:47 am
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last update was a fluke. i slept through composition and accounting. i'm off to algebra.
i'm such a loser sometimes.
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6:48 am
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i'm so tired.
i'm so tired of being tired.
well i'm off to lay in my bed until it's time for me to leave and i'll spring up from a slumber and drive. how nice.
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